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Dear Emily,
Yes I am making this so everyone can see, I hope that you don't mind. This is me saying that... I love you. I enjoyed talking to you last night, even if it was only for a little while. Your words made a big difference to me, in those few seconds you changed a lot of my thoughts. I really hope to see you this week, I've been craving nose sex, smoochies and shnuggling [;)]. I feel very happy today and I know it's because I went to bed happy, and that made me wake up in a good mood. I have you to thank for that! I have a letter I wrote to you, I write you a lot of letters all the time. Most of the time they just get thrown away after a while or they just never make it to your hands. I think about you all the time, you can ask Chris how much I talk about you. You're my best friend Emmy, and there's so much I want to tell you and say to you but I'd rather you be with me in person. I really miss the days spent in your bed or my couch just wrapped up and giggling to ourselves. When I think about you, so many memories come to my head... noodles, chicken wing, the piece of lint on your ceiling I thought was a spider, the late night talks, the Emmy glitter, the pet tree we brought home, our tea party and so much more. I know we haven't been close lately, and you can blame me... I know it's my fault and it's not right of me. I'm sorry for that, it was a big mistake on my part. I just wanted to let you know that I love you with all my heart, and that if it wasn't for you... I don't know where I would be right now. You saved me Emmy, and I just want to thank you for that. For being with me during the ups and downs, for holding me when I really needed it, for listening to me when I was crying, for making me smile, for being yourself ... the most amazing and beautiful person I've ever known.
Love always,
Astrid
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